Well, today was a much better day. Seth took 3 oz at a time and slept SOOO good after his feedings. *knock on nearest wood surface. Parker seemed MUCH better today too. I didn't have to raise my voice at him hardly at all. Having one baby, it's like...yeah, I've got a baby. Having 2 babies, it's like...yeah I have a family. I have a reason. I have everything. It's so wonderful. And, it teaches me patience...which is one thing that I don't have a lot of. I know what it means to have your heart walk around outside of your body...because my whole world is wrapped up in these kids and my hubby.
Let's see, how am I doing? Well, I went into Lowe's foods tonight and bought 3 packs of the biggest, most hideous, widest, fattest granny pads I could find. I was praying for a self-checkout. But, of course there was only one lonely checkout lane, with a happy 18 year old Asian guy just waiting for me. To make matters worse, he says to me, "have a nice weekend." Um, yeah. Thanks. I will. I'll take my happy ass out of here with these HUGE granny pads and I'll do that...have a nice weekend. I just smiled smugly and said, "you too." LOL. At least I had deoderant too. The Tom's organic kind. Sorry, but there's no way you can tell me that all that aluminum doesn't get into my breastmilk when I slather it on under my pits. I wish I would've thought of it earlier...but I didn't. Better late than never I guess.
I've been looking at Parker's baby book tonight and reminiscing and oohing and ahhing over the pictures and all the funny things that I've written in there. It's so hard to believe that he's 2 years old...and all that we've been through with him. It's also crazy to think that Seth will be going through all the same stages. How fun it is and how sleep depriving.
Well, I guess I'm going to rest up a bit.
Hope everyone has a good night. I hear it's supposed to rain all day again tomorrow here...ugggh...makes me so tired!!
Baby hugs,
Kimmie
Friday, September 25, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Look Who is 2 !!
Well, I have to admit, the day started out and I was feeling horrible because we didn't have any MAJOR plans for Parker Jay's 2nd Birthday. And, it's such a big deal!! But, somehow this evening, it all just worked out. Unfortunately, the only people who weren't able to make it were Jay's mom and stepdad. She had to go to Florida and so she wasn't here. It was pretty sad. But, my mom called this afternoon and said she wanted to come by and bring Parker a present and a little cake. So, then Corrie called and said she could stop by for a bit, and Macy called. And, Dan and Martie called and said they were on their way too :) Oh Parker just loved all the attention. And, my heart smiled because I wanted and needed him to have lots and lots of good love and attention since we brought his brother home 3 days ago from the hospital. The cutest, most memorable thing was probably when Parker opened up his Thomas the train gift with track from my mom and stepdad, and he played with it nonstop for like 30 minutes. Then, he walked over to the empty box, and took it to them and said, "James?" "James?" "You find James?" he was looking for another TRAIN! Then, he grabbed my stepdad's hand, and said, "You find me James?" in his most pitiful voice. Oh, we were all jello pudding in his hands. He enjoyed playing with everyone and loved the tissue paper. He ran around naked in his birthday suit after bathtime and went to bed pretty easily..with his new organic monkey from Dan and Martie and his Thomas the train. What a wonderful day.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Brothers
We got a great video today of Parker and Seth meeting for the first time. Unfortunately, I'm not sure how to post the video on here. I'll have to look into that and maybe post it later tonight or this evening. It was so sweet...Jay and I had both spent time with Parker individually and then I went into our bedroom where Seth was sleeping in his bassinett and brought him out. Parker was like "baby" and he was shy. He said "hug"...and bent over to hug Seth. It was super sweet. I'm thankful that we got it all on video--what a special moment in time. Also, I explained to Parker Jay that they both had the same shirts on. Parker's said Big Brother and Seth's said little Brother. We are a little hesitant right now letting Parker hold Seth because he's been sick. But, he's been acting fine and without a fever or anything since he got home. For that, I am very thankful! I must say, these last few nights of not sleeping much and pumping every 2-4 hours has really started to catch up with me. I mean, really? But, I feel like I really am doing good by pumping for Sethie. Right now, Jay and Parker are snuggled up on the couch under blankets watching the Bernstein Bears and I'm sitting here with the baby monitor. It's been a chill day. And, the weather has changed from rainy and gray outside to sunny. Maybe later we can all go for a walk. I feel like I could use some fresh air and sunshine. And Parker Jay loves going outside. Parker and I snuggled a little bit ago after he woke up from his nap. We sat on the couch and he had his eyes closed and I just cherished the moment. Having Seth...and him being so small compared to Parker...I realize just how much maybe I've taken for granted. And, perhaps how I've worried about things that don't matter so much. Moments spent snuggling on the couch are moments that should be cherished. And, they're of course more important than the dishes. Even though that seems like a no-brainer, it's easy to get caught up in trying to have everything perfect. Luckily, I'm with someone who doesn't think that dishes and things matter as much as the cherished moments. And, I realize what a blessing that is.
I hope that you all find a second or two to cherish today...just close your eyes, take a deep breath...and cherish.
Love and baby hugs,
Kimmie
I hope that you all find a second or two to cherish today...just close your eyes, take a deep breath...and cherish.
Love and baby hugs,
Kimmie
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Happy Birthday Sethie!
Seth was born on Sunday, September 20th at 849am after what seemed like a hippy labor in the forest with no anesthesia. Thank God, I didn't have to have a c-section even though he weighed a whopping 8lbs 8oz. I have never felt like I was circling the drain like I did then. When I heard him cry, my soul wept with joy. The relief, the satisfaction. I couldn't believe it. We counted his fingers and toes and I was so so happy. For some reason, I was so worried this entire pregnancy about Seth. Now that he's here, I can see why he didn't want to come out. That's just how he is. He is so chill, so relaxed. Being born was just too much drama for him, so he was choosing to just hang out. He's only cried like twice since he's been here. He snuggles in the crack of my neck (lol just one of them) and it's priceless. I don't think there is anything as sweet. I've been breastpumping every 3-4 hours and tonight, the last time that I pumped, I pumped 4 oz! Seth is eating it up, I'm telling you! He had only lost 5 oz since birth at his checkup today and the doctor was impressed. Especially since we've been only giving him breastmilk. Parker Jay has been running a fever so we haven't picked him up from Grandma's yet. We're worried. I miss him, sooo much. And, I can't wait to see both of my boys together. That sounds so strange to say, both of my boys. How wonderful, to be a mother of 2 boys and the wife of one wonderful man. Corrie and Anne Kathryn, Jay and Dr. Quinn were the reason that I was able to do it. I honestly would have lost my mind if I would have been giving birth alone. I was constantly heaving my legs for them to hold and complaining about the way they were holding them, having indigestion, nausea, hot flashes, uhgh. They were wonderful to me.
I think that Seth took so long to come out because the angels were still removing his wings...he came straight from Heaven.
Love and baby hugs from my family to yours--
Kimmie
I think that Seth took so long to come out because the angels were still removing his wings...he came straight from Heaven.
Love and baby hugs from my family to yours--
Kimmie
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Induction date!!
Hi all! I have some wonderful news! My doctor sent me a message today on facebook (she's so cool) and said that she is on-call on Sunday if I'd like to come in for the induction then. OMG!!! We have a 5pm induction time scheduled! SOOO excited. I'm not sure if we'll make it that far, I mean things could change in an instant. However, at least I know on Sunday we'll be doing something PROACTIVE about helping Seth get motivated! We promise to keep everyone updated on facebook; just because we're nuts like that. And, I'm looking forward to the experience again. One of my best friends is working that night and some of the best nurses I've worked with will be working then too. Not to mention that Corrie will be there...and my Jaybird. :0)
We were talking today on my way to work about how nuts we are to be having a second baby. I mean, whew. I think that's why people should have them close together...because then they don't know what they're in for! Once they hit that terrible-two age, it's a mess and you find yourself just trying to maintain your sanity from one tantrum to the next. But, there's nothing in this world quite like it. No snuggling as good, no high fives as good...it's just sweet. And, I'm excited for the experience of doing it all over again. I couldn't have a better mate- we know when to ignore each other and when to listen. And, I know he always is there for me for a hug on a trying day or a cafe mocha when I need a pick me up.
Parker Jay's birthday is the 24th- we'll be cutting it close getting home and settled and having time for a birthday party for him. I'm pretty sure it's just going to be close family and friends. Jay and I were thinking of getting Bojangles buckets and sides and going to a park. Of course, having a cake and some balloons and such. He'll probably like the balloons more than anything else.
I just wanted to update the blog world for my 2 faithful followers ...and mom.
So blessed, so excited....onto the start of something new. Being the mom of 2 count'em 2 boys..and one darling husband.
Baby hugs,
Kimmie
We were talking today on my way to work about how nuts we are to be having a second baby. I mean, whew. I think that's why people should have them close together...because then they don't know what they're in for! Once they hit that terrible-two age, it's a mess and you find yourself just trying to maintain your sanity from one tantrum to the next. But, there's nothing in this world quite like it. No snuggling as good, no high fives as good...it's just sweet. And, I'm excited for the experience of doing it all over again. I couldn't have a better mate- we know when to ignore each other and when to listen. And, I know he always is there for me for a hug on a trying day or a cafe mocha when I need a pick me up.
Parker Jay's birthday is the 24th- we'll be cutting it close getting home and settled and having time for a birthday party for him. I'm pretty sure it's just going to be close family and friends. Jay and I were thinking of getting Bojangles buckets and sides and going to a park. Of course, having a cake and some balloons and such. He'll probably like the balloons more than anything else.
I just wanted to update the blog world for my 2 faithful followers ...and mom.
So blessed, so excited....onto the start of something new. Being the mom of 2 count'em 2 boys..and one darling husband.
Baby hugs,
Kimmie
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Hormones...go away!!
So, today I had a total breakdown in the car, and honestly I don't even know what it was about. Tears just welled up in my eyes and it was done. The hormones just TOOK over. Like they always do. Then, I got to work tonight with my 10 month pregnant self and was assigned a pt that the doctors are ruling out CMV on. CMV is a very harmful virus to pregnant women. It doesn't affect the woman AT ALL, it affects the unborn fetus. I took care of this same pt last night all night. When I heard they were working her up for CMV, I was just irrate, upset, tearful, aggrevated and....scared. Tears welled up in my eyes again...and the big fat crocodile ones started flooding. No matter what I did, they wouldn't stop. I was so mad at myself for crying in front of my coworkers (all of which are my friends.) and getting upset. I was upset that I was put in the position. The charge nurse from dayshift said, "Well, it's no big deal for you to take care of her tonight, you took care of her lastnight." And if the steam could be seen coming from my ears!!!! But, I just let it go. Kristen switched with me so I don't have to take care of her again tonight. However, it was really upsetting!
It seems that all of my worries surrounding my 40 week pregnancy are about fear. And, I'm tired of being afraid. I emailed my nurse manager of course, and asked her to please follow up with the patient's results and let me know what they were since I'll be off work tomorrow. Then, I started doing some research on the cdc's website. It seems that CMV is spread via body fluids--saliva,urine,sweat...you know. So, universal precautions is what they recommend. No biggie then, I used my gloves when dumping her urine, I washed my hands before and leaving her room. So now that I'm not hormonal and I can see things through clearly, I realize that ALL of that drama that I brought on myself and the tears and the hoopla and the fear...was for NOTHING. (Thank goodness). However, I would like to mention...that they recommend that people being worked up or diagnosed with CMV have no pregnant caregivers. Today has just been one big ball of hormones. And, I'm hoping they're the labor inducing kind. :0)
Of course, I apologized to my coworkers for my mess and hormones..and of course they all said they understood. I just feel like I've been waiting sooo long now to meet him. And, I know I talk about it everyday on here and it's getting old to some of the readers. But, I just am scared. I'm sooo scared. I want everything to go perfect. I don't want him to have trouble coming out or trouble breathing...I don't want him to rip me wide open. I want what is best for HIM. So it scares me when I feel like I am placed in situations I have no control over, like not knowing they were going to work that pt up today for CMV.
So, as a result of all the tears, my eyes burn like fire. And, I have about 8 more hours to go.
Love and baby hugs....NOW!
~Kimmie
It seems that all of my worries surrounding my 40 week pregnancy are about fear. And, I'm tired of being afraid. I emailed my nurse manager of course, and asked her to please follow up with the patient's results and let me know what they were since I'll be off work tomorrow. Then, I started doing some research on the cdc's website. It seems that CMV is spread via body fluids--saliva,urine,sweat...you know. So, universal precautions is what they recommend. No biggie then, I used my gloves when dumping her urine, I washed my hands before and leaving her room. So now that I'm not hormonal and I can see things through clearly, I realize that ALL of that drama that I brought on myself and the tears and the hoopla and the fear...was for NOTHING. (Thank goodness). However, I would like to mention...that they recommend that people being worked up or diagnosed with CMV have no pregnant caregivers. Today has just been one big ball of hormones. And, I'm hoping they're the labor inducing kind. :0)
Of course, I apologized to my coworkers for my mess and hormones..and of course they all said they understood. I just feel like I've been waiting sooo long now to meet him. And, I know I talk about it everyday on here and it's getting old to some of the readers. But, I just am scared. I'm sooo scared. I want everything to go perfect. I don't want him to have trouble coming out or trouble breathing...I don't want him to rip me wide open. I want what is best for HIM. So it scares me when I feel like I am placed in situations I have no control over, like not knowing they were going to work that pt up today for CMV.
So, as a result of all the tears, my eyes burn like fire. And, I have about 8 more hours to go.
Love and baby hugs....NOW!
~Kimmie
don't ask
Please do not make comments like, "you still haven't had that baby yet?" or..."has the baby dropped yet?" or...."Kimmie, that baby just isn't coming out is he." All of the above are offensive and just not allowed. Thanks. We went to the doctor today. He asked how I was. I told him that the car was packed and the baby-sitter was on-call. He asked me if I was serious. Um, yes as serious as a frigg'n heart attack! He measured my stomach and found it to be measuring 42 weeks. My cervix check revealed 1-2 cm, and my cervix is now anterior instead of posterior. Please excuse this mess writing, it's about 4am and I'm trying to catch up and stay awake at the same time! Okay, so regardless of all of those things, he said that we could either be induced on Tuesday (the 22nd) or Thursday (Parker Jay's 2nd Bday ,the 24th!!) Um, really? I couldn't tell you how disappointed and sick I was when I left. He did strip my membranes since this time it was easier since I was 2 cm dilated. We immediately left and called my best friend Corrie. She was just as mad as we were. So, on with work for this week. He says though, that he thinks I will deliver Wednesday or Thursday. Grrrreat. Seems like a dang forever and a day!!
Needless to say, we're pretty much all moved in (besides a few knick knacks and foods) and OH MY GOSH...it's the nicest place EVER...and we love ours! The open floor plan and brightness of the room really go well together. We got a new mattress and platform bed and it's sooo nice to sleep on. I challenge anyone to find a more comfy bed.
I'll upload some new pics of PJ when I get a chance.I'll have to do better about taking pictures...especially now that he's growing so fast and getting so accustomed to his own little personality!
Hugs and baby love, hope to have good news soon!!!!
Kimmie
Needless to say, we're pretty much all moved in (besides a few knick knacks and foods) and OH MY GOSH...it's the nicest place EVER...and we love ours! The open floor plan and brightness of the room really go well together. We got a new mattress and platform bed and it's sooo nice to sleep on. I challenge anyone to find a more comfy bed.
I'll upload some new pics of PJ when I get a chance.I'll have to do better about taking pictures...especially now that he's growing so fast and getting so accustomed to his own little personality!
Hugs and baby love, hope to have good news soon!!!!
Kimmie
Friday, September 11, 2009
Seriously? Seriously.
I thought sure by now I would be posting pictures of sweet baby Seth. Instead, I'm bitter. And, tired, and fatter and my belly is beginning to morph! This pregnancy has been SOOO different in so many ways that it's strange. Literally, over the past few days, my stomach has changed shape. No, I don't mean it's DROPPED, or gotten bigger. It's like a shelf on the bottom ...my stomach goes in for what seems like a foot above my pubic bone. It's so strange. No longer round. I would post a picture but...we're talking world wide web here people!! Just take my word for it! Okay, here are the things that have not worked for me...sex, nipple stimulation, castor oil, lunges, nesting...and anything else I could find. Maybe they worked for you.Great. Hope you had a 6 pounder. Because I have a feeling this sweet baby Seth is going to tear my taint wide open. We go to the doctor on Monday (my official due date) and I plan on asking WHEN the induction will be instead of IF there will be one.
At work tonight, we had a patient come in 38 weeks pregnant (term) with no heart tones. She had to deliver the baby and it wasn't alive. Now, this is just hitting too close to home. I'm term. And, I have to wonder for her sake, if this baby would have delivered last week...if it would be alive today. SO sad. I immediately went and checked Seth's heartbeat after the patient arrived to the floor and it was in the 130s.
So, I just wanted to update everyone and let you know...you can stop holding your breath..you may turn blue if you're waiting like I am for this chicken to hatch.
God, I just can't wait to see his face and touch his wrinkly little hands.
Sweet Seth, COME ON!
Love and baby hugs,
Kimmie
At work tonight, we had a patient come in 38 weeks pregnant (term) with no heart tones. She had to deliver the baby and it wasn't alive. Now, this is just hitting too close to home. I'm term. And, I have to wonder for her sake, if this baby would have delivered last week...if it would be alive today. SO sad. I immediately went and checked Seth's heartbeat after the patient arrived to the floor and it was in the 130s.
So, I just wanted to update everyone and let you know...you can stop holding your breath..you may turn blue if you're waiting like I am for this chicken to hatch.
God, I just can't wait to see his face and touch his wrinkly little hands.
Sweet Seth, COME ON!
Love and baby hugs,
Kimmie
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Goood morning to all. I am at work, looking through slits of eyes. I can barely hold my lids open, so I'm forcing myself to wake up and blog. Since I've been at work, I've been contracting off the chain; every 2-6 minutes ranging. They have been much more uncomfortable that the contractions I've had before while preggo this time. I can't believe what time it is and how much longer I have to be here. I'm really disgusted by that fact actually! I think I've become that person that bothers me. I catch myself breathing sooo loudly just sitting here and it's annoying! I went and got some ice water hoping that would help me perk up, but nothing! I think I may have to make a pot of coffee in a few. Oh how I looove me some coffee! Especially late at night :) We are so excited to be getting the keys for our new place tomorrow. We rode by the apartment today and I got out and ran up to the windows to look inside. The carpet was down. And, there were 2 hispanic ladies cleaning. They waved at me and of course, I waved back. It was cute, and I'm sure that they know it's going to be our apartment. Jay is driving himself crazy trying to figure out what to move in tomorrow. We just have so many small things, not many large things luckily. Sooo glad we sold our bedroom furniture, it was LARGE!
Yawn. My eyes keep closing. Oh gosh it's sooo hard.
Chug more water.
Hope everyone has a good night..... morning!
Love,
Kimmie
Yawn. My eyes keep closing. Oh gosh it's sooo hard.
Chug more water.
Hope everyone has a good night..... morning!
Love,
Kimmie
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Okay okay, I know you're dying to know. We went to the doctor today and I am dilated 1cm. Dr. Nieves tried to strip my membranes but said that it would be pretty difficult to do a good job. My cervix was very posterior. Meaning, he went to China by way of my vagina! LOL. Sorry, couldn't resist. He said that it could be anytime, but that it wouldn't be unheard of if I went to my due date! That's 6 days! Part of me says, "oh my gosh, that 6 more days..in a whiny voice." and part of me says, " one way or another, he'll probably be here definitely in 6 more days." YIPES!!!
So, on the flip side, I'll probably be downstaffed from work tonight and that's good because we are moving tomorrow!!! So, I won't be zombie trying to sleep and act crazy all day. I think we have a few friends helping us too :)
So, that'll be good. Honestly, we don't have that much to move and I think we're just going to try to get the big stuff first.
Parker Jay has been the sweetest thing the past few days. I hope he's getting over this 2 thing. But, he may just have had good rest and good food. He's been so cuddly and loving, asking for hugs and snuggles. Can't believe we're having another one!!!!!!
Hope everyone is well. I'm sure I'll be back to report something more or less...tomorrow :)
Take care,
Kimmie
So, on the flip side, I'll probably be downstaffed from work tonight and that's good because we are moving tomorrow!!! So, I won't be zombie trying to sleep and act crazy all day. I think we have a few friends helping us too :)
So, that'll be good. Honestly, we don't have that much to move and I think we're just going to try to get the big stuff first.
Parker Jay has been the sweetest thing the past few days. I hope he's getting over this 2 thing. But, he may just have had good rest and good food. He's been so cuddly and loving, asking for hugs and snuggles. Can't believe we're having another one!!!!!!
Hope everyone is well. I'm sure I'll be back to report something more or less...tomorrow :)
Take care,
Kimmie
Monday, September 07, 2009
39 weeks today
Okay, so we are 39 weeks today. Honestly, at this point, I think I'm over this trip. I'm beginning to wonder if it's real. I'm beginning to wonder if Seth is really in there, if he's really that thing kicking and moving and making me have constant indigestion. More castor oil today...no contractions afterwards really this time.
We have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and the plan is for them to strip my membranes to see if that will help move things along. However, I have to work tomorrow night...so blah...my guess is that it's going to happen there. Gosh, it is my prayer it happens tonight!!!! SOMETHING!
Getting my membranes stripped last time was HORRIBLE, absolutely 10 out of 10 pain! So, I'm not looking forward to that tomorrow, however I know that labor itself is not pain-free and I don't think that any of it will be. But, whew it feels like someone is using a cheese grater up in there!
Okay, enough of that!
Today, we went to kid to kid in Apex and found a tricycle that Parker Jay had a fit for and we couldn't resist, and we picked up some little flannel one piece outfits for Sethie for this fall/winter. We came home and Parker was sooo happy on his tricycle. It was like Christmas or something for him. I should've taken a picture but didn't.
I have a feeling this is going to be a crazy busy week. And, I hope that this is my last post for a few days...maybe I'll go into labor and be unable to get back for a few days to my computer!
Hopefully, we'll go into labor, be able to move in Wednesday and we'll be settled in.
I guess it will all go as it should.
I'm just a tumbleweed, blowing whichever direction the wind carries me.
Hugs and baby love,
Kimmie
We have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and the plan is for them to strip my membranes to see if that will help move things along. However, I have to work tomorrow night...so blah...my guess is that it's going to happen there. Gosh, it is my prayer it happens tonight!!!! SOMETHING!
Getting my membranes stripped last time was HORRIBLE, absolutely 10 out of 10 pain! So, I'm not looking forward to that tomorrow, however I know that labor itself is not pain-free and I don't think that any of it will be. But, whew it feels like someone is using a cheese grater up in there!
Okay, enough of that!
Today, we went to kid to kid in Apex and found a tricycle that Parker Jay had a fit for and we couldn't resist, and we picked up some little flannel one piece outfits for Sethie for this fall/winter. We came home and Parker was sooo happy on his tricycle. It was like Christmas or something for him. I should've taken a picture but didn't.
I have a feeling this is going to be a crazy busy week. And, I hope that this is my last post for a few days...maybe I'll go into labor and be unable to get back for a few days to my computer!
Hopefully, we'll go into labor, be able to move in Wednesday and we'll be settled in.
I guess it will all go as it should.
I'm just a tumbleweed, blowing whichever direction the wind carries me.
Hugs and baby love,
Kimmie
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Broke down
So, after I got home from work today, I broke down and took 2 tablespoons of castor oil mixed with orange juice before crashing for most of the day. I woke up of course, and had to go to the bathroom. We won't discuss details. I will only say that I did have some contractions shortly after that, nothing crazy and nothing regular like lastnight. Lastnight I worked in the newborn nursery at UNC and I was contracting off the chain. I think it may have been all the babies crying. I'm getting ready to go for a walk outside now that it's cooled off and not so humid. And, if nothing happends tonight, Corrie is going to come over and we're going to walk too. Maybe at the mall or something. I don't want to walk outside; it's so HOT still. I just can't take it!
One of my favorite doctors is on call tonight. Which means it'll probably be a few days before he's on call again. I was really hoping that something would give and we'd be there. But, I know in my heart that everything happends for a reason and the timing will have to be right then.
My fingers are very swollen. So much so that I've been unable to wear my wedding band. This has been hard for me. Because I love looking down at my left ring finger and being reminded of the wonderful relationship that I have in my life always. I've been wearing it on my necklace. And, I must say I'm looking forward to wearing it on my hand again. I may have to buy a sterling silver band to wear temporarily- it's just tearing me up.
Speaking of jewelry, I went out to the mailbox today and found the charm that I ordered off of ebay. It's a sterling silver birthstone charm with Seth's birthstone. I already have one exactly like it around my neck for Parker Jay. They will both share birthdays in September! Parker Jay noticed the extra baby on my necklace tonight.He said, "babies." So cute, I told him one was Parker Jay and one was Seth. I saw my reflection in the bathroom mirror with both of them on my necklace and thought to myself how odd it is to think that I'm going to be the mommy of 2 little boys. How amazing. Even better, I'm the wife of a wonderful husband. All because I decided not to settle for less than what I deserve.
My friend Macy asked Parker Jay tonight where Seth was....he lifted up his shirt and pointed to his stomach. It was priceless.
I'm so thankful today; overly thankful and reflecting on all the blessings in my life. To think that I am 26 years old, and have so much love in my life. So much acceptance and meaning. And, so many people and memories that mean the most to me. So, I'm thankful for the karma, the juju, the dharma, the universe, my god, allah, the sun, the son...for all that has come to me. And the prayer and meditation in my heart is that the raining down of blessings will continue.
Baby love,
Kimmie
One of my favorite doctors is on call tonight. Which means it'll probably be a few days before he's on call again. I was really hoping that something would give and we'd be there. But, I know in my heart that everything happends for a reason and the timing will have to be right then.
My fingers are very swollen. So much so that I've been unable to wear my wedding band. This has been hard for me. Because I love looking down at my left ring finger and being reminded of the wonderful relationship that I have in my life always. I've been wearing it on my necklace. And, I must say I'm looking forward to wearing it on my hand again. I may have to buy a sterling silver band to wear temporarily- it's just tearing me up.
Speaking of jewelry, I went out to the mailbox today and found the charm that I ordered off of ebay. It's a sterling silver birthstone charm with Seth's birthstone. I already have one exactly like it around my neck for Parker Jay. They will both share birthdays in September! Parker Jay noticed the extra baby on my necklace tonight.He said, "babies." So cute, I told him one was Parker Jay and one was Seth. I saw my reflection in the bathroom mirror with both of them on my necklace and thought to myself how odd it is to think that I'm going to be the mommy of 2 little boys. How amazing. Even better, I'm the wife of a wonderful husband. All because I decided not to settle for less than what I deserve.
My friend Macy asked Parker Jay tonight where Seth was....he lifted up his shirt and pointed to his stomach. It was priceless.
I'm so thankful today; overly thankful and reflecting on all the blessings in my life. To think that I am 26 years old, and have so much love in my life. So much acceptance and meaning. And, so many people and memories that mean the most to me. So, I'm thankful for the karma, the juju, the dharma, the universe, my god, allah, the sun, the son...for all that has come to me. And the prayer and meditation in my heart is that the raining down of blessings will continue.
Baby love,
Kimmie
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Full Moon
I just uploaded a picture of the FULL MOON from the hospital (work at UNC) window....
So, if I were to be a twilight novel, my title would be FULL MOON! It's officially a full moon so I think it's time for baby birthing. Parker Jay was born on a full moon at 39 and 1 weeks. I may be repeating myself but I was just hoping maybe Seth would be a little earlier than Parker Jay. I'm getting so nervous. Things change so quickly; right now I could be sitting here blogging and in 2 hours, my water could break and panic could ensue. Well, at least I'm hoping that's the case. I mean, one of my coworkers said tonight, "that baby, he's GOT to come, he doesn't have a choice." I mean, I guess I could go down in Ripley's Believe it or not as the lady in the world who was pregnant the longest. What a way to be remembered. And, I know that I talk like I'm 44 weeks pregnant or something. But, honestly, if you've seen my feet and cankles overlapping my shoes....you'd understand. I mean, I have a small FRAME...I'm 5 foot and 1/2 inch on tall days. My belly and boobs aren't supposed to get this big. It's insane!
Anyways, my point is that it's a full moon. And, I would like to think that my body is sensitive and "in touch" with nature and rhythms and cycles. (even though I work nightshift!!) I would like to think that I would be able to get into a yoga position, close my eyes, outstretch my arms and say "ohm..." and GUSH...the rest would be history.
I sent a patient to Labor and delivery tonight who was prematurely in labor and contracting off the chain. I kept telling her that I would take it all from her if she'd give me her juju. It's my FRIGGIN turn already!
Gosh, I just can't wait to see his face, his perfect little nose and hands. And, Lord knows I love the baby feet!!!! I wonder if he has a lot of hair.
For now, you're in suspense, just like me.
I'll keep you updated. You know, I'm trying to pass the time!
Hugs and baby love...and LABOR JUJU!
~Kimmie
So, if I were to be a twilight novel, my title would be FULL MOON! It's officially a full moon so I think it's time for baby birthing. Parker Jay was born on a full moon at 39 and 1 weeks. I may be repeating myself but I was just hoping maybe Seth would be a little earlier than Parker Jay. I'm getting so nervous. Things change so quickly; right now I could be sitting here blogging and in 2 hours, my water could break and panic could ensue. Well, at least I'm hoping that's the case. I mean, one of my coworkers said tonight, "that baby, he's GOT to come, he doesn't have a choice." I mean, I guess I could go down in Ripley's Believe it or not as the lady in the world who was pregnant the longest. What a way to be remembered. And, I know that I talk like I'm 44 weeks pregnant or something. But, honestly, if you've seen my feet and cankles overlapping my shoes....you'd understand. I mean, I have a small FRAME...I'm 5 foot and 1/2 inch on tall days. My belly and boobs aren't supposed to get this big. It's insane!
Anyways, my point is that it's a full moon. And, I would like to think that my body is sensitive and "in touch" with nature and rhythms and cycles. (even though I work nightshift!!) I would like to think that I would be able to get into a yoga position, close my eyes, outstretch my arms and say "ohm..." and GUSH...the rest would be history.
I sent a patient to Labor and delivery tonight who was prematurely in labor and contracting off the chain. I kept telling her that I would take it all from her if she'd give me her juju. It's my FRIGGIN turn already!
Gosh, I just can't wait to see his face, his perfect little nose and hands. And, Lord knows I love the baby feet!!!! I wonder if he has a lot of hair.
For now, you're in suspense, just like me.
I'll keep you updated. You know, I'm trying to pass the time!
Hugs and baby love...and LABOR JUJU!
~Kimmie
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Juicy Juice :)
Okay, so I'm 38 weeks pregnant and wondering when the time will be. I look in the sky and see an almost full moon and know that this pregnancy and the timing of Seth's birth is all just part of a cycle, like the moon. And, even though I'm growing more and more inpatient, I know that for everything there is a time, a place, and a season. We went to the doctor today and my heartrate was pretty elevated. My doctor said that since right now, I'm asymptomatic, we'll just keep an eye on it at the next checkup. She said that hopefully, after delivery, this will fix itself.
I posted a picture of the dresser that I painted for Seth's room. I bought it on craigslist for $20, repainted it and jazzed it up a little. I'm pretty happy with the way that it turned out. It's going to be very sweet in his room! And Lord knows he has enough clothes to put in it! Gosh I can't wait to see him!
I'm sure you see the picture of our juicer that we got on mad clearance. Jay has been wanting us to get one for awhile and when we came across this one on a crazy sale, we HAD to get it. Jay used to work at a coffee shop that his parents owned back in the day and he knows how to make some amazing drinks. Tonight, for our first drinks from the machine, he combined carrots and apples for us. I think there were about 10 organic carrots and about 5 apples for our drinks. Oh my goodness, I never knew that those 2 would taste so good together!! We are excited about making juice for us and the kids. Organic carrots are super cheap at BJs and we bought a big bag of apples there too. There's no way that this drink can't be SUPER good for you. I'm really excited about it. He's really handy in the kitchen. I was excited that this one is stainless steel too, because it matches our espresso machine that we got on sale a while back too. Let me tell you, Jay can make a heck of an iced mocha. And, he makes decaf ones just for me :)
Yesterday, we went to TJMaxx and found a white, down-like blanket by Ralph Lauren for our bed and some chocolate brown sheets. We have sold our bedset, the man is supposed to bring some movers to get it tomorrow. We plan on buying a queen (downsize) frame or platform bed with mattress and boxsprings and then 2 nightstands. Gosh, I'm just excited to be getting into our new place. We went by there today and they still haven't put down the carpet, Jay is glad because he feels like at least they aren't using it to show people what it looks like at the apartment complex. I'm just getting anxious because I want it to be finished and ready for us on Sept. 9th to move in! We are probably just going to move the bare necessities for the boys and us the first few days and then gradually move the other stuff. Thank goodness we have the Honda Element- we can take all the seats out and load her up. That thing is amazing and I looove it!
Well, I promise to post some pictures of mister Seth whenever he arrives. I'll probably post the pictures before I'm really able to blog about him. So, just be patient after seeing the pictures...I promise to catch you up on the fun story after we're settled in. (And, if we remember the laptop in our rush out the door.)
The weather has been gorgeous here for the last few days, it's just a tease for fall which is hopefully here to stay!
Happy Fall Y'all
Baby Love,
Kimmie
I posted a picture of the dresser that I painted for Seth's room. I bought it on craigslist for $20, repainted it and jazzed it up a little. I'm pretty happy with the way that it turned out. It's going to be very sweet in his room! And Lord knows he has enough clothes to put in it! Gosh I can't wait to see him!
I'm sure you see the picture of our juicer that we got on mad clearance. Jay has been wanting us to get one for awhile and when we came across this one on a crazy sale, we HAD to get it. Jay used to work at a coffee shop that his parents owned back in the day and he knows how to make some amazing drinks. Tonight, for our first drinks from the machine, he combined carrots and apples for us. I think there were about 10 organic carrots and about 5 apples for our drinks. Oh my goodness, I never knew that those 2 would taste so good together!! We are excited about making juice for us and the kids. Organic carrots are super cheap at BJs and we bought a big bag of apples there too. There's no way that this drink can't be SUPER good for you. I'm really excited about it. He's really handy in the kitchen. I was excited that this one is stainless steel too, because it matches our espresso machine that we got on sale a while back too. Let me tell you, Jay can make a heck of an iced mocha. And, he makes decaf ones just for me :)
Yesterday, we went to TJMaxx and found a white, down-like blanket by Ralph Lauren for our bed and some chocolate brown sheets. We have sold our bedset, the man is supposed to bring some movers to get it tomorrow. We plan on buying a queen (downsize) frame or platform bed with mattress and boxsprings and then 2 nightstands. Gosh, I'm just excited to be getting into our new place. We went by there today and they still haven't put down the carpet, Jay is glad because he feels like at least they aren't using it to show people what it looks like at the apartment complex. I'm just getting anxious because I want it to be finished and ready for us on Sept. 9th to move in! We are probably just going to move the bare necessities for the boys and us the first few days and then gradually move the other stuff. Thank goodness we have the Honda Element- we can take all the seats out and load her up. That thing is amazing and I looove it!
Well, I promise to post some pictures of mister Seth whenever he arrives. I'll probably post the pictures before I'm really able to blog about him. So, just be patient after seeing the pictures...I promise to catch you up on the fun story after we're settled in. (And, if we remember the laptop in our rush out the door.)
The weather has been gorgeous here for the last few days, it's just a tease for fall which is hopefully here to stay!
Happy Fall Y'all
Baby Love,
Kimmie
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- Welcome to my blog. It's a dedicated place for my book reviews, criticism, and love of all things bookish. I am a mom of 4 busy kids that uses reading as my, "thing." I find that reading books turns off all (okay, mostly all?) of the noise of my world and lets me get away for a bit. Reading helps me escape the reality of the piles of laundry that will never be done, the dust bunnies that I swear will one day grow legs, and the emails and outlook calendar that occupy my life Monday- Friday during working hours. Reading is therapy for me and always has been. I've always been a big dork, introverted, creative, and reflective. If I won the lottery tomorrow, I'd probably open up a used bookstore with my standard poodle somewhere on the side of the mountain and surround myself by others who enjoy passing their time reading. Until then, I'll keep on keeping on. And, I'll settle for reading when I can. Which, I try to fit in as much as possible. Cheers to your busy life and mine, doing the best we can, as often as we can.