I may have already posted this picture on the blog. BUT, I felt compelled to post and this picture was one of my faves on my phone. I look at this picture and simply cannot believe that my husband and I, made him.Everything good and true and pure in both of us is...him. I have to admit...I was prepared for how much I would love my children. For some reason, I never really thought about them loving me back. Trusting me, wanting me, feeling safe with me. I never thought that simply by picking them up, their booboos would disappear. And, I think that is what makes people itch for and long for more children. I pray (even though I don't pray THAT much...) that my children will always love me. There's NOTHING either of them could ever do to make me love them less. They are just as miraculous as rainbows and clouds to me. As astonishing as morning dew on plants. As refreshing as tulips in the spring. They are perfect. And, I struggled for them, I still struggle for them. And, I don't know how they are mine. I will never understand why God blesses some and takes from others. I am so very happy that this hole in my dream has been filled. Fulfilled. Overflowing. I thank MY god for them. And, the wonderful supportive and loving husband that always has my back. My life began the day that I met him. It's all been such a blur, how each and every memorable moment has turned into my life, my family. I am forever happy and in awe.
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